Love Driving

I'm really happy to tell everyone that I love driving!! That's the only thing I wanted to share with you guys today!! After I have my driving license, I get to drive anytime and anywhere... Thats the best part that I love... I do not why I love driving... Kidding ..  I know why is because I am free from waiting, heavy stuff to carry, being pick by people and feeling helpless... While I'm driving, I felt I can drive and it makes me confident... That's also not the main point, driving shows who I am... Hehe... Weird right? Why I said that..?

First thing first, I have to carry my grocery to walk for so long and wait... Then I do not like trouble people to pick me and sometimes are hard to find people can pick me up... Those feeling I had before in previous sentence, I feel helpless that I can not help some people to send people home safely and to help out.... Therefore, I really need a car of my own to help myself and help my friends... I do not care is trouble me or not, I love to help out with all my best... Even though I have my car, I'm still using public transport because is cheap and love the journey by enjoying it the scenary....

Hmm.... I'm really hope there is someone can understands how I felt  and agree with me on " Driving shows who I am"... Let me ask anyone who can drive, do you met people who are driving slow, driving with no sense of direction, speeding, impatient, quick action and many more... hahaha... Too many to write down... What I mean is all those are your character or personalities in you that shown from the way you drove.... This is because while you are driving, driving cannot hide you and you cant pretend you are trying to be a good driver... It is unconciously shown by the way you drove...

Okay, let me tell everyone out there... Driving is not for fun, it is dangerous when you are not aware of your surroundings... When you know that, it is the best thing to be a good driver!!... Driving is changing me, you can't even imagine is the best thing in my life to know about myself through driving... =) While you are learning, unconsciously change about yourself the way you handle things and observe your surroundings.... I am so grateful for my dad that he doesn't want me to drive in Malaysia... My dad really knows me and loves me so much not to danger myself on the road.... Moreover, I am happy that my dad allowed me to learn in Perth because is safe... It is true =) Therefore, dad I am sorry that I angry you did not want me to drive.... I should have know you always keep an eye on me wherever I go and do.... You also want me to be safe..... Love you dad!!! 

Yup thats my blog!!.. Have to go...!!! Thanks for reading..!! Driver out there, be safe and enjoy finding yourself if you are new... =) One more thing, do not angry with other drivers.... Always be patience with them... ;) Take care!! 

Sharing =)

This is great, I want to share a video again... This video explains that chinese people also workship in same God as Christian people are.... Even chinese words explain how it became a word from decribing the history... It is so wonderful to know so much about God that he is the only God in this world.. There is no other God like him..... 

From all the chinese words, God is trying to tell me that God is really making process to change our lives. Besides that, it already pass down from generation to generation to let us know that God loves us and want us to go back on his lap to have a relationship with us.. It is so wonderful to know all these and I know God working through me... Thanks for the blessing... =)

Hehe... Okay, I dont need to write so much... The video will explains to you than you realise so many things are coming together.... Thank God for showing me this video to let me share with my friends... Goodnight guys...

My Surroundings

All of my life that I had been through so much for 22 years... I was so fortunate that I have for my life... I'm really feel God is so good to me all the times... He knows me so well that he gave me this kind of life I had been through until now... Yeah I have been thinking so much about my life these days... Is so great to take your free time to know about yourself and your past... 

Then I'm still seeing the things that really make me realise so many things and compare to mine.... I saw people who suffer, homeless, proverty, hunger, unloved, loneliness and many more.... Compare to our problems are so little to the people out there... Do you ever think of it? When you feel like not enough but you already have it all along... When you have problems... Do you always complains, "Why me?", then you said "Is there God up there being fair?"... When comes to family, "Why do I have to treat my siblings good or why my parents treat them good than me?", "Why I do not have my parents like their parents?", "Whats wrong with my parents, there have no rights to treat me this way?"... "How come their parents buy this expensive stuff to their children and why I cant get it?"...

Do you ever think God is really treat you that unfair when other people who get no rights than you? For example, God gives you a life when the babies or children abandoned by mothers who just dont care, but yours you have a parents, shelter, food and everything you need... So many people do not have food!! However, here we have food and then have leftover food... How wasteful it is... Do you think is unfair? You feel lonely? Are you sure? Open your eyes, you have friends..!! How about people ignore by other people because of races or proverty? Arent they are lonely? Why not just stop thinking about yourself then thinking others' have more problems than you...Therefore, stop complaining about the problems you have, solve it yourself than complaining... 

About parents and siblings, parents treat other siblings good is their problem, you still can live... Do not focus on the jealousy, focus on how you are going to live to make them proud... If they are not, then you make yourself live in a better life and be proud of yourself that you can do that... =) When your parents treat you good than other siblings, treat them good so that they wont feel unloved by parents, that is why you siblings for... Help one another... 

Do you ever think that parents being that way because of their past? How they brought up in the family? Think again? Do you feel your parents bad? Do not compare with other parents, they have try their best to do for you to love you... It is sad that people do not realise how great is their parents are.... My life I do complain my mother doesnt love me like other mothers, then again my mother love me in her way... I can see that my mother love love me so much that I cannot compare... I'm so fortunate and it is enough for me..... 

Even we have the life of everything we need, preciate what you have and don expect for more.... Dream to make people's dream comes true that they cant imagine to dream of.... What I mean is people always hope or dreams for something they can satisfy their needs because they have no hope, so people like us can dream to help them.... It can be anything.... Use the things you have to help others than keeping it yourself... God also teach us to share the things you have... 

Another realisation is people always invest on something that are not important... Here the thing, people gamble on soccer, why not the money to save others even though is little bit... I dont care it for fun, do you think people can have fun like you when they don have anything to enjoy... Unless, you lost to help your friend... Sad thing is they lost the bet, they think is end of life... How about the people do not have money to live... For those people sponsor the soccer, dont you think the money can help the third world country? (Heard it from a friend) If they do, do you think is enough?

I do not care about people think I am immature person but I know what I am saying... Let you think this way, one person is selfish then you add up other people is also the same, aren't it a lot when it comes to whole world? That is why there are still problems in this world... Think again, if you alone cant help anything, how about Steve Job one person can do Apple so famous? Here it explains, if you dont starts anything, you will not get anywhere....It is always you are the one...  

Hahaha... Thanks for reading... =) 

 

Dye Dye~~

Hehe... ^^.... I got my first hair colour... Trying out new things... To tell you the truth I never dye before and I do not like to dye hair because of the chemical.... But this time, I dont really care and just want to have fun... I also wont dye many times just once a while... =) 

That's why my hair colour wasnt that obvious because it was first time and my hair too black... I chose the colour darker a bit as you can see the picture... It was my first so I'm a bit worried that the colour doesnt suit me. In the end, that was the colour I chose... Hope you can see clearly... I love it with this colour, next time when my hair getting longer, I will put lighter colour.... =)

Yup, thats all I wanted to update with... Thanks..!! And goodnight.... 

PS Today is my last day of semester..!!! I am free... !!!

Finally!!

I have a super great news...!!! I am so blessed to get this..!! I have passed my driving test today, 13/10.2011... I'm really can not believed that I'm really passed this driving test in Australia... I can drive around without my L plate and company..!! =D You will not imagine how happy I am... Is so miracle that God done to me... 

You also can not imagine how hard for me to get there... I went for three times of driving test and total cost will be around $300 to get a driving test... Is so hard for me to get through these, easy to failed hard to get money... I'm great relieved that I do not have to go through again... Is over..!! 

I tell you something, I'm really pray so so hard to God that this test is so important to me... I even cry when I'm praying... I felt so desperate to pray that I'm really need to pass... If not I have a broken heart... I pray most of the time before I go to the driving centre and even during... I keep on focusing on what I am doing to do right, am thinking God is with me and follow what my friend told me.... So I am so blessed by it...

You know what, I'm really sweating on my hand to wait for the answer from the examiner... I went through everything very well but I still need to answer, I was so nervous when I am on the way back to the driving centre, I was like "Am I failed again that I am going back now..?" That's what my mind thinking about it, then another voice came into my mind, "It will be ok"... Wow, really shock is God spoke to me? Gosh, thank God... It was like no fear but my sweat came out fast like never had before.... Moreover, I heard I passed from examiner's mouth, I was like "What?", "You pass." Wow, really my heart just burst in joy and happiness..!! Seriously, until my body so hot that I cant keep it... I jumped around my friend, you know? Haha... Well not really is semi-circle.. >.<  I even acting in front of my friend that I didn't say anything but with my face expression, so he thought I didn't pass because he didn't know... Haha.. It is so funny to look at him when I pass him my paper that examiner wrote on it... 

Hahaha.. Okay okay... =D Just can end that I'm really happy until I want to share with you guys... So happy... Thanks !! Goodnight...!!!

No excuses

I just realised that this one small word "excuse" is so dangerous word to me and us... Saying this word is so easy and make us to stay in the comfort zone... We always use this word without realise it when people said it out to you that, why you always use the excuses to save you from danger situation or doing something you need to do...

Thats happen to me, it always me saying "I can not do this do that", "It is so hard", "I am who I am", "I'm a lonely person, no one think about me", "This person do not wants to talk to me because I'm a boring person, so just ignore", "Why I can not be like them"," I'm acting this way because I'm from this kind of family" and that's more, but I can't think of it at the moment.. It is true, all these are always in my mind...

It is so frustrated that these excuses are always in my mind or saying it out... What I am saying is, these excuses take me away from the things I wanted to learn...You know, when I started my driving, I always make excuses to make it is not my fault or my mistakes.. My friend always telling me do not do this and that, but I always said plenty of excuses... You see how terrible it is, it always been my habit..!! Really bad.. =(  Here I can see myself that I'm trying to make myself safe from getting caught and scold by my friend... When I know I can make these exuses, I found myself doing the wrong thing again because I can use the exuse again.... Can you see what I meant?

My friend also realised I doing it again with exuse again, then he talked to me after my driving and even during... He really taught me so so much that I cant imagine it... I'm really learn about myself more than I know about myself.... He even knows the reason behind it... >.< Okay, I tell you the reasons.... First thing exuse doesnt help you anything... Second thing is it will make you even weaker and last doesnt make you smarter... 

Let me tell you a short story, there is a girl who is very lazy, her mother always call her comes down to cook with her mother... But she always make exuses by saying I don't want because I dont know how to cook or I have homework to do (dont have at all)... Her mother loves her so much that doesnt force her to cook but her mother always wanted to cook with her daughter and teach her to be independent.... Life continues, the girl went to overseas study and leaving alone with strangers.... During the moment, she starts to feel homesick especially her mother's homecooking, then she realised her mother is trying to teach her all along that she feels regret for not doing it... Now, she starts to preciate her mother even more... The end....

I hope the story really tell you something.... ^^  It means when you can learn something, you push it away because you have good exuses to cover it and because you are lazy to do it and learn something new... Do you know why people always said "If people can do this, you also can"? Well, in my opinion is true... I can say do not look down on yourself but look forward on what you can do to change.... Believe it yourself thats the important and work hard to change... God will always on your back when you fell, he will carry you and push you... He will reward you when you are doing your sweat out.... =)

Thanks for your time to read.... Sorry too long... >.<

Great time to share

Oh my GOSH... >.< I'm really happy to share to everyone here about this video... I found this video from a girl from Youtube that I enjoy to watch her videos..!! I think most of the people who watch Youtube know about her.. Her name is Bubzbeauty !!... If anyone wants to learn about girl things like make up and more, I recommended her to you.. =)  You will like her because she so nice and sweet...

Haha.. Okay should stop talking about her, let me talk about this video... This video for everyone who do not understand much about God or bible and for the people feel curious about christian or why so important to know God... Yup, this is the video I recommend to you to watch.. It is a best video I have watched so far... Thanks to Bubzbeauty...

This is video have answered my prayer because I really want people to understand about God, I always believe there is God up there who always look after us and help us... I really want everyone to know that God is really loves us so so so much that we cant imagine it... He always plan our future ahead before we was born.... He is everything we need all along... When we have him with us, we dont have to worry about anything because he will always guide us, provide needs for us and everything without worry... =D Isn't it wonderful.. ??

I have a verse that I always remember which is a verse John 3:16 " For God loved the world so much that He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life ". This is so wonderful that when I die, I can have eternal life in heaven with God.... Now, I cant wait to go to be with him... Need to get ready for myself to see him one day.. =)

Thanks for reading... God loves you!!!