hmm...

I'm in perth now... already been here for 4 days... I came here on last saturday... wau... I'm really don't know where to starts... It might bored if i write about it... okay... first thing is I went through all the things I need to do to came here.... The reason is the uncle i told before he had a free ticket so my dad was " go go and go for 1 week". I was what ?!! In my mind I already decide to go 23 of July!! why i have to go some more... What the difference im still go early to settle things over here!!..

I have no choice to follow uncle n stay with his family here... It was nice... I felt so lucky to be here actually... First experience n is a great choice... I knew all his family.. one son n two daughter... the son older than me by 1 year... second just 19 n younger 15 years old only... You know what... each of them have their own duty to take care of me... the son's duty to take me go for tour at my university and just nearby his house... isnt it cool?? another duty for him is walk with me...

That is story behind it.. Got one night after dinner... I was so so full i cant just sit around not doing exercise right? So I ask aunty permission and she said no.. Then I said okay I asked the son to company me... Is because at night is not safe... So he become my walking companion... It was so nice to walk at the neighbourhood.. Is safe, quiet and cold.. Aunty only allowed me to go out alone in the afternoon...

for the second daughter, her duty to company me for shopping... so today is tuesday.. she helped me go shopping at 12 til 5 something... We walked for so long n back by train n bus... is so cool I sat perth transportation.. haha.. Now I know which bus I can go... You know what...?? I'm the one that shopping alot... haha.. You want know the reason? This place the sales like the hell man!! Is cheaper than Malaysia... Next time I want to go again.. haha.. is fun to shop oversea... I'm really have a great time...

the third daughter, her duty is not big... she is the bookworm.. she reads a lot of story books.. so if i need any story books, she can help me that.. hahaha.. somemore their English is a lot better than I am... Of course.. haha... Okay i have stop now... Have a nice day everyone and dont jealous.. kiding..

Friends

I always felt lonely since I'm was a kid...
I'm the one who always company people when they needs someone...
I can see through when people feeling down or lonely....
People have trouble in their mind, my ears are open...
all these i have been through so i knew...
but when I need someone... no one comes to me...

I always thinks that if i have friends, it will cure my loneliness....
I have so many friends but in the end, the feeling still there....
Friends always comes and go... some never come back...
Or never miss you or contact you....

From that moments....
I started to stop to care for people...
because its hurts if i treat them good...
but they don't treat the same...
I just treat them as a friend only..
so most of time I don't care much...

While i don't care about something...
they blame me said I don't have a heart...
I'm just too tired to care other people...
Why not think about my situation..

I have been lonely in my whole life...
I always doing things on my own...
I'm used to that life.. Is hard for me to change...
Don't worry... I try to share and learn...
I never get bored easily...
But I'm still a human.. so...

When I go some where, I will pray to God I wan a friend....
My prayer answered... I did had one or more...
Those friends are really good.. I love them..
Primary, secondary and college... I have 2 friends in each one...
Those are true friends to me... they never forget me...

Maybe I'm thinking too much and too picky at first...
I cannot have friends around me all the time...
important is they are still remember me..
still treat me as a friend is enough...
seeing them happy, I also feel happy...

I love all my friends...
So i need to use love to treat them...
Not by my selfish-ness...
I cant make people become the one i want...
Or be with me all the times...
This i knew from my own personal experience...
Love them for who they are...

I already got the one i want....
who always loves me for who am I...
Care and be with me all the times...
even not by my side but in my heart...
I don't feel lonely anymore...
thank you... I love you..

happy convocation day

the main stage happened at my rehearsal...

first time i saw so many seats... no bad rite? is worth to pay
for convocation fees.. so high class..

looking for seats....

this is the real convocation...

see the crowd.. all the my batch n top is the parents...

Jillian n I... so long din see her d... finally got to see her...

jamie, betty and ah feng... dint get a chance to take with betty...
so i just take from my friend..

friends forever!!!

after convocation...

hahaha.. i have nothing much to take about this.... just wanna said i graduated already..!! all this convocation place is so crowded with hundreds of people... some more I'm so rushed because of my party that night 12 of june... have to prepare everything before my party starts... oh ya.. i din put out my pictures with my parents right..? is i dont have... =) i already got is including the rental for the robe... but im really grad everything is over... dont need to think so much.. can concentrate my next journey to Perth next month 23.... k wait for another blog.. coming soon.. =)

tv season

Autumn concerto

all these series i show is what i have been watching everyday... morning will be busy watching CSI and desperate housewives... between that i will busy doing housework so i won't be so bored... I'm so glad i have plenty of time to watch all the early seasons... because i stayed hostel weekends and no Astro during my diploma... sad rite?

then at night i will be together with my sister to watch the Chinese drama.. the guy at the love strategy is a korean.. Isnt he cute... he is my sister favourite artist... after love strategy is autumn concerto... hahaha.. now i dont have to worry i missed out...


PS I will be going Perth on 25 of July 2010....

I cant stand it !!

This morning... my friend MSG me... here how it goes...

him: Penang.. You got free room onot??

me: huh me got free room? ( i dont get what he means)

him: Ask you at penang got second house onot?

me: Walau you think im so so so rich!!! Bad news for you i dont have!

him: hahaha.. i thought you got already!!

actually me and my friends planning to go a trip next week... but i cancel because i have a convocation on 12 of June and night is my party... so in the end cancel... okay.. back to the starts they want to go penang for a trip then he ask me i got house a not right? this friend of mine... he kept on saying i'm a rich girl that got anything i have that he cant effort ( thinks he jealous)... not only him... most of people said im rich!! i hate it when i see this...

tell you a story when i was a primary student, like when i went to school in the early morning, my dad always send me to school by mercedes car... and the people are looking... after that i will first warn my dad don't bring this mercedes car... i said people said i'm rich girl... from that on i hate people said i'm rich!

i'm so pissed you know he cant stop saying im rich person... is my parent rich not me.. i'm not the spoiled girl and cannot do anything including doesn't know how to feel work hard to make your own money or show-off and got everything i have... im not that kind of person.... i'm not spoiled even i have the small temper like rich girl... but i know i cant have anything i have... because my parents are strict in their way to control us not to spend so much on unused things....

my parents became successful because of my mom... she very careful with the money.. example.. save electric and water... she don't go shopping for branded cloths or accessories, go out with friends to gossips, out to eat everyday..... we eat at home everyday to gave us healthy food... so we learned from her... my mom always buy cloths at the market and make cloths for us when we are young...

most importantly my parents are very kind hearted so i believe kind heart have a blessing life... that what i learned from them.. even we rich is not to show-off... is to live healthy and can effort my studies... i also know that my family is not the multi rich... i name it average kind of rich that can have a house, cars and food to eat...

so my parents same like others parents work so hard to make money to give their children to live a happy life... my parents are from poor family.. and i'm just a normal person trying to learn something new.... so all my friends don't call me rich... like people call you poor.. u like it? another don't use me...