My new room

My comfortable bed

My messy table... but i do some tidy up after that...

Those are my luggage and small bag..

This room is so big and bigger than other 3 rooms I think... My housemate total is 5, one couple (wife study pharmacy and she is vietnam but born in melbourne), one donno from where it is because he always not at home and if he is home, he will be hiding in his room and last is he from local.... He quite talkative, he talks non-stop.... But he is Phd you know... Im surprised that I cant believe he is because of his outlook like doesnt tidy himself... okay dont talk about him behind his back... Just that I knew about all... thanks for the reading...

Got my own camera...!!

TX1

free case

the last two photo just got from my new phone blackberry.... I dont know how to off it, is auto flash... Yeah I know this is not the one I want but is good to have a own camera and cheaper than I want TX5.. This is not I bought, is my elder sister bought for me as a present... Im so happy to have one finally!!!

So my camera's birthday on 17 of July.... That day is the day of staying to visit my elder sister at Kuching... Is was great to go there without my parents, just me and my younger sister... Went there cut my hair with my sister too.. And shopping... I miss my two sisters already.... Here Im just lonely... Yeah just came here... But I got busy when I start my course next monday... Fast right? Cant wait what to feels like... okay I update my new room soon..

Moving out so soon

Before that I said I stayed at a uncle house right? Yea but I cant stay long because no one can take care of me, not easy for them to take care of me while they are outstation and I just cant stay long that the room is not a quest room... Imagine got people stay your house what will you think?? not easy right... So everything I need to arrange plan already.. Is not hard... They are so kind that they found a family that is christian and they rent the rooms for students too.. Other thing is cheap 120 per week in aussie dollar... One big room and cupboard, toilets and kitchen with 3 fridge... Isn't it good? I got working housemates live together in the house and they are not fussy... They are easy to get along from what the owner said...

I have not move yet... I just got here and want to move on sunday... Maybe I have to wait until they finish the service from church... Actually I'm really like the place.. I will upload the pictures tomorrow if I got the internet soon... So tomorrow I got plenty things to do, move and try out the bus to go university... Is a walking distance too but quite far for me... I need P license desperately... Everything will be easy for me like shorten the length of instructor to baby-sit me...

One good news for me, I got my phone already... Is a postpaid 49 aussie with unlimited internet, free phone, international call cheaper and free for the same line... You know what is my phone? is Blackberry!! some more is white in colour... special right? Actually I dont like to use because the keyboard so tiny... But now I have fun with it... At first I dont want this postpaid but my Iphone is still not back to me, I already miss my phone.. The phone finish selling all the Iphone 3Gs and end of the month only out with new Iphone 4G I think.. But I cant wait that long... Okay is late, I'm so tired!!! Goodnite everyone....

Yes !!! Finally!!!

Finally i can go Perth to study not to visit.. hahaha.. I miss my study on the book and my course... I cant wait to finish my English course and become like professional... Tomorrow Friday is the day I go Perth again and my flight is 9.40 am in the morning...

I have already prepare my luggage since few weeks ago.. So today I have to check everything I need to bring... The important thing is my laptop!! previous I forgot to bring how forgetful I am..!! This time no more left out... If not I'm dead... I cant live without it, I can get bored to dead... haha.. kiding.. Half is true, I wont be dead, I still have my story books.. ^^

I cant wait to plan what to do over there when I have my own English timetable... Another thing is have to buy a sim card and a phone... Yea i don't have a phone to take over there is because my Iphone half way sent to fix... No choice have to go there to get one... You know what the good news about it? If i get a postpaid I will get a free phone for 2 years contract... Great isn't it?

I got lots to blog about it, but have to wait until I reach over there.. Okay that's all.. Cya!!

black sheep in the family

I think every family has one black sheep in the family... including me... is not I'm the naughty daughter... It just that I always make trouble or not prefect in my parent's eyes... especially my mother...

When I with her, I can't look up to myself and always think the negative of myself... Anywhere anytime even outside with her friends.. she never says something good about me... If I with my younger sister, she will said she is good with this that and same like herself... If my sister not around with me and just with me, she will said " Jie Jie from small already knew how to look after herself, she is very responsible, very good at this and that...."

Do anyone think that I can look up at myself?? Sometimes think about this it make me so negatively... I cant stand this... I know I should do something so my mother can look up at me... but I'm not that strong... After came back from Perth, I wish time just go by so I can go Perth... That place is my Next new journey... Make a new life over there and become a better person... Over there make me so relax and can stop thinking about myself negatively and from my mother saying things I don't like to hear...

Is not that I don't appreciate my mother, I still love her and I want to thank to her for taking care of me til now... She just don't understand me and know what I need the most... Yes I don't tell her and communicate with her... For me is so hard to communicate with her, she will win against me because she always thinks she is the right and is the best decision for me, so many things I said is no use and I just follow my mother.. Maybe she is right and I am wrong, so I don't want against it..

Sometimes I did make trouble for my parents, I know is wrong I admit... But do my mother have to say something hurt like I don't know where is my mistakes... What I mean is I did it on purpose.. I know is my fault that cause trouble for them.. and I will do it right again... for me to say that maybe anything can solve but not the one it will go so well or in the short time.. At least can solve it...

Okay I have stop here... I just wish everything will go well with my problem and with my mother... Pray for me and I pray for myself... thanks for reading...

Last day of my visit

Today 5.05pm is my flight to go back Malaysia... But sad thing is I have go early than that mayb around 2 o 3 pm?? now waiting for the uncle to send me to airport... This morning I done a last minute shopping at Coles near where I'm staying n just beside the University... That was just a shopping for something to bring back home... I bought junk foods for my sis and other for friends...

After my shopping n put my things in my luggage, I went out for a walk to check any houses for sales... I might ask my dad to buy a house for me as soon as possible.. If not i cant find any houses near my Uni.. The aunty told me about buying o renting houses, some more i cant live with them til my course finish.. She said houses over here is hard to find if I dont take seriously.. I thought of after my four months English course, I think of taking part time job at the old folk homes to gain experience n salary... Before that, I have to ask my dad to buy me a car o I can pay the interest...

Okay thinking of having a car... My driving license is already expired... So tomorrow have to go renew and come back here to learn to drive to get use to it... I hope my mom got time for tomorrow.. if not is next week... I just hope I dont have to take driving test again... Is because my P expired already 1 year... I didnt drive after i get my P.. funny right... Got P for what...