All of my life that I had been through so much for 22 years... I was so fortunate that I have for my life... I'm really feel God is so good to me all the times... He knows me so well that he gave me this kind of life I had been through until now... Yeah I have been thinking so much about my life these days... Is so great to take your free time to know about yourself and your past...
Then I'm still seeing the things that really make me realise so many things and compare to mine.... I saw people who suffer, homeless, proverty, hunger, unloved, loneliness and many more.... Compare to our problems are so little to the people out there... Do you ever think of it? When you feel like not enough but you already have it all along... When you have problems... Do you always complains, "Why me?", then you said "Is there God up there being fair?"... When comes to family, "Why do I have to treat my siblings good or why my parents treat them good than me?", "Why I do not have my parents like their parents?", "Whats wrong with my parents, there have no rights to treat me this way?"... "How come their parents buy this expensive stuff to their children and why I cant get it?"...
Do you ever think God is really treat you that unfair when other people who get no rights than you? For example, God gives you a life when the babies or children abandoned by mothers who just dont care, but yours you have a parents, shelter, food and everything you need... So many people do not have food!! However, here we have food and then have leftover food... How wasteful it is... Do you think is unfair? You feel lonely? Are you sure? Open your eyes, you have friends..!! How about people ignore by other people because of races or proverty? Arent they are lonely? Why not just stop thinking about yourself then thinking others' have more problems than you...Therefore, stop complaining about the problems you have, solve it yourself than complaining...
About parents and siblings, parents treat other siblings good is their problem, you still can live... Do not focus on the jealousy, focus on how you are going to live to make them proud... If they are not, then you make yourself live in a better life and be proud of yourself that you can do that... =) When your parents treat you good than other siblings, treat them good so that they wont feel unloved by parents, that is why you siblings for... Help one another...
Do you ever think that parents being that way because of their past? How they brought up in the family? Think again? Do you feel your parents bad? Do not compare with other parents, they have try their best to do for you to love you... It is sad that people do not realise how great is their parents are.... My life I do complain my mother doesnt love me like other mothers, then again my mother love me in her way... I can see that my mother love love me so much that I cannot compare... I'm so fortunate and it is enough for me.....
Even we have the life of everything we need, preciate what you have and don expect for more.... Dream to make people's dream comes true that they cant imagine to dream of.... What I mean is people always hope or dreams for something they can satisfy their needs because they have no hope, so people like us can dream to help them.... It can be anything.... Use the things you have to help others than keeping it yourself... God also teach us to share the things you have...
Another realisation is people always invest on something that are not important... Here the thing, people gamble on soccer, why not the money to save others even though is little bit... I dont care it for fun, do you think people can have fun like you when they don have anything to enjoy... Unless, you lost to help your friend... Sad thing is they lost the bet, they think is end of life... How about the people do not have money to live... For those people sponsor the soccer, dont you think the money can help the third world country? (Heard it from a friend) If they do, do you think is enough?
I do not care about people think I am immature person but I know what I am saying... Let you think this way, one person is selfish then you add up other people is also the same, aren't it a lot when it comes to whole world? That is why there are still problems in this world... Think again, if you alone cant help anything, how about Steve Job one person can do Apple so famous? Here it explains, if you dont starts anything, you will not get anywhere....It is always you are the one...
Hahaha... Thanks for reading... =)