Memories

I always want something that the man have.... Our memories are inside the scandisk would be good... So I can not forget the things that is very happy... Why our human's brain can forget so easy... However, most people do not forget easy but I do.... It makes me so useless.... Things that is so easy to remember tends to forget easily... Even what I had made mistakes, I can forget the lesson I had learnt and knew that I done wrong.... Is it because there is no love memories, so I can forget easily??

Funny things are the memories that do not want to recall again, tend to comes out all the times when I felt lonely and unloved or the things that I had done before... I also do not want to feel the regret I felt because what I done is the right decision... This is best for each other to search for own path without depent on someone.... I do not care is selfish or bad, I have my reason for doing it... This is like away from family to count on yourself to survive...

If I have a memory disk in my brain, I can take out to see what I have miss or scan back the past or take out the memory so it wont be so painful to remember it... The thing is I cant do that or we as a human cant even do that... The important thing is to move on, let the past to become past... The regrets, just forget about it, do not let it to pull you backward.... Forgive yourself or myself and other people... Then it will make everyone to be stronger and good future ahead... =)

For those people has trouble with that or want love... Open your eyes and heart that God given to us, observe the people surrounding us that love us.. That is what we need to keep going... Learn to love people and appreciate them by not complaining about something they care for us or judge.. That is because we have no right to judge people and no one is perfect to show love to us... While concentrate doing that, we will find something happiness in your life... Moreover do not focus on the things you are trouble with because it will never end unless you stop it...

Just hope everyone understands... =) That is what I want to focus to: Love people around me... That is what I missed the most important part, you never know, things will get even better even in the relationship...