Barbecue

The teachers do the job.. ^^

This happened at the last day of 5 weeks and is on 24th Sept. We all have a barbecue in my Uni's compound. Not the whole school, is whole students from ELICOS. Isnt it great to have a celebration for our last day. But not for me. I need to complete the another 5 weeks. They are my seniors, even some of them younger than me. Especially the girls beside me in the pictures.

I have another activity to go with all of the students. This activity is not everyone must participate, have to pay 20 dollars per ticket. This is sure that I have to go, because I came not to study, is to have fun at the same time. This activity is a trip, it is to go aquarium in Perth. So there will be a blog about that, I update about that tomorrow. Seeya..

Update about my studies now..

There are things I haven't tell anyone yet.. I had changed course to Basic English in Curtin now... Previously, I took Bridging course but it is too hard for me to continue my course and because of my writing.. I do not have the basic knowledge about my English so I have the trouble to do my course.. I know some of you will said my english is good but not good enough, my writing is poor and not good enough for my Bridging course... So they asked me to stop and transfer me to Basic English course...

I have been through for 4 weeks already... In details about my course.. This course called ELICOS and they have 3 levels of the english, I sent to the first level of the ELICOS... Funny right? Not for me, it is shows that my english is worse no basic ground of english... I have test on Monday, worse part is final !! 3 parts of writing ( 2 graphs and process essay) !! Then 3 papers in one day!! Such as writing, reading and listening.... Tension already!!.. Now in the library stuying, searching and facebook...

Oh yeah! I have to finish this course by 10 weeks, so little time to study my writing!! The reason is the bridging course starts at Nov 6, I have to prepare to go in if not I will wasting my time study ELICOS again... I will not let that happen!! So next week is the 5th weeks, I need to study hard...!! God give me more time!!... Pls and thank you..

Okay okay I think everyone will ask why Bridging is so important for me, Bridging is the source for me to prepare for my Bachelor in nursing, it teach us how to do research according to our main course and this course is where the people do not pass their requirement from IELTS... Nursing is so high expectation!! They want 7.5 band to enter but my IELTS only 5.5...!! So this Bridging needs 65% to enter Nursing... High right? If I do business or accounting are not really important, they need 50-55% pass rate.... Now why I'm so struggling to study my english...!!

Yeah I think that is all about my studies now, have to stop typing in my blog already... Wish me all the best my friends..!! If need to ask me more about it, comment me..

Dreams I had...

I always wonder, why people has dreams, is to predicts future? Or Fear?

This morning around 3am ( that is what my housemates told me), I had a scary dream. Inside the dream (I cant said what it is), I wanted to scream, but there is no voice so I kept on screaming until the voice came out when I woke up... That is where my housemates heard my scream... They ask me when I was ironing... Actually after the dream I had, I have 2 more dreams and lucky was not a scary but not happy...

Actually for me to define the dream, is helping me to scream my stress out, this is God helped me through this dream... Reason is I kept on asking God to help me to take away my burden in my heart... Before that, I have problem came up yesterday night while doing my homework... So this problem kept me away to do anything... I just want to lie down on my bed and I cant cry out... In my mind I just want to kill myself because of disappointed about myself... I kept on blaming myself why I cant do something right and cannot become like someone can make people respect me...

After the first dream I had, I felt so relax and scare until my housemates asked me, I remember back the problem I had, back to the feeling again... I felt so helpless not one can help me in Perth but there is a called after I posted something on my facebook, because of the called I cried out until I stopped.. I felt little bit better... Thanks for that... But not enough.. Today I felt so unactive, I'm just listening to music whole day accept the classes... Music has became my addiction while I was feeling down... It make me more calmer and less thinking about my problem...

I asked my friend, why people has dreams... She answer 3 reasons:
1. tired
2. stress
3. think too much before sleep

I told her about my screaming this morning... She said "WOW!! You must be very stress!!". I just said "Maybe". I do not feel any stress, I just not very happy and think too much in my mind... Somemore, my homework havent finish, I finished it when I went to class... Lucky my homework is finished... hmm.. yeah I just wanted write my story, that's all... Thanks for reading...

7 wonders of the world....

~ To See ~

~ To Hear ~

~ To Laugh ~

~ To Touch (Iphone) ~

~ To Feel ~

~ To Live ~

~ To Love ~

This I learned from Church this morning, all up above is the gifts that are given by God... We all have forgotten that we have to thanks to God... Is so wonderful that we have all above.... God created us so wonderful and beautiful, even special kinds of things about us, that is make us so special... God created us to have a body, head, hands, legs, ears, mouth, eyes and organs... All is completed as a human being.. What if those don have one of those? Not a human being? They still live and great to be alive... So they are still human being...

Every news about abandoned babies, is cruel isnt it? What to think about ourselves? We are so fotunate to be alive and under the care of parents.. I do not care about the complains about how bad is ur families or life is sucks, is how you are going to decide what kinds of life you want in ur hands... Besides that, is how well you want to be as a human being without hate, unforgiven and unloved and treat your parents good so you will not act like them... Those are well care, do not use them for money, in return love them is the one they want the most..

Like I said, everyone is human being but people still treat one another like animals... The wars are still going on right? Example the African people kills same races to get something... Isnt it crazy? Malaysia also similar about races... Lucky is not take people's souls.. Not only the races, the religion, Islam and Christian fight one another... What are people thinking nowadays? I felt they are so immature... We are still human being so treat like human being... Love one another...

In Christian way, everyone of us have a purpose of our lives... God is the Father of us, who created earth for human to live, give us oxygen, water and everything, even loves us no matter who we are... He dont even control us, he gives us freedom to live the way we want... That is why so many chao around us... If want peace or life goes smoothly, we have to open up our hearts like a door for God to comes in our lives... This will not wasted to open, because he loves us so much not to hurt us...

Hahaha... I know I wrote like is easy, I do not feel easy too... I'm trying to close with God so many times but I gave up easily... I influenced by my own way too much and do not rely on God... Even I do not obey him, I can felt his existence... That's make me keeps believing him as God... I will keep on trying to close with him... Wish me all the best and I hope my story will make you realise..!!!

My adventure

This is the Park's called.. Just in front of two rows from my house.. So is near to walk here... This adventure is my second time, first time I took pictures from my phone that is not clear... For the second time, I brought my camera along.. Hope you can see a better and beautiful scenary...

This is how is looks from far.. Is a small park...

Actually this is the river, I think it called swan river... For thr opposite of me, think is city side...

I found this when I have walked twice, at first I did not notice this pathway... The first time I saw this is when I went straight again then I found this... I was curious too.... So I went for my adventure, it might be my secrect place to chill.. But quite few people goes for jog... =(

Here where I started to go for my adventure again.. Just roll down and enjoy the steps I went through...

This is cute.. They have the dog bin...

Even gave them the plastic...

Yes on the way up and the end... God Bless all...