Maybe

After my result out... i have been waiting for my confirmation about what im going to do after that... after the result out, i called my father and my father said i dont need to wait another test again... You know why? My father said that the Uni provide me a English course.. I thought im going to go by mid-June because this course take 6 weeks only then i can take my degree on August..

But in the end, it is not.. i have to take this course for 17 week starts on 2 of August... So i need to go at the end of July... 28 of July is my orientation day... it means i have to go around 26 or 27... 17 weeks is about 4 months... And my degree is next year February... means that i have wait another 3 months doing nothing... hope i come back here to work as a part time...

There is good news for me... a uncle of my father's friend kindly let me stay his house at Perth... some more the house is near to my Uni... im so happy after i heard that i dont have to pay the hostel rental... after all the tuition free is so expensive now i can stop worry about i spent my father so much of money... Another thing, the uncle said he willing to company me to go Perth... isnt it wonderful? =)

So now im waiting for the uncle to book for me the ticket and when i can go Perth... wow... i cant wait already... but i feel sad to leave here with all my friends...

My camera target

It called sony cybershot TX5..

very pretty rite? hehe.. is the new arrival and is costly... know why? This is the reason...

- it have waterproof, shock proof and freeze proof..
- photo quality is good
- 10.2 mega pixels "Exmor R" CMOS sensor
- intelligent sweep panorama
- blacklight correction HDR
-intuitive operation via enhanced touch screen
- intelligent auto mode
- it is sony.. =)

cool right? hehe.. soon this camera is going to be mine.. but not that early because is new arrival so maybe i come back here malaysia for holiday to buy it..

so if anyone use it before comment please.. i have to is worth to buy... i have been waiting for a camera to last long and worth... all the proof i need it, because i love to travel and i travelled cold country before so is important.. some more i seldom drop things easily...

the part i like is.. when u move around it still can catch the picture... even though there is blur but better than other brand i had checked.. k comment please.. thanks..

Generousity

" Give freely to those who are needy.
Open your hearts to them.
Then the Lord your God will bless you in all your work.
He will bless you in everything you do."

Deuteronomy 15:10

there is a true story i want to tell..

Is about a lady, she is very kind hearted person, always said yes to the charity or her friends to do something for them. She also baked cookies during the charity for the retarded children. When her friends need to buy something from her, she will buy more for them, because as long the friends is friend with her or happy, she is happy too. For charity, she is the one to stand up to help people, even sew cloths for them and to sell. She never sell to make profit, she will give to the charity.

All the things she did, she really have a good life. But the longer its took, she felt so lonely and unhappy. You know why? while she is doing all the good things, she make it to make herself proud, people thinks she very kind, very good at cooking and many. The more people happy, she will do more then they required. Until some people misunderstands her needs, some people will said something behind her back. Then she heard, her heart is broken. Make her stopped helping them. She scared she will disappointed them.

From what i know, she just doing to make herself happy and make friends, because when she is doing good, people wants to make friends with her. Why not just think you doing something good from your heart, why wants to take to put inside your heart to make you unhappy? This is doing for our own happiness not others. Because this can not last long if people make friends depends on this.

That's all i have to write..

This scripture remind me of this story..

"Good things will come to those who are willing to lend freely.
Good things will come to those who are fair in everything they do.
They will always be secure.
Those who do what is right will be remembered forever."

Psalms 112:5-6

addicted

my most favourite curly fries.. at A&W... nicer than Mcdonald..

my root beer with float.. my favourite too..

hahaha.. im really addicted to them... when i went my English classes early.. i will go A&W just behind the block.. so about 3 minute to walked... just to buy them... even though is sunny or raining... if i do not buy them.. my mouth and my mind keeps thinking about them.. but im trying to stop thinking bcoz my pocket got hole since im graduated... about study i can't wait to study my degree.... im so bored without my nursing... i missed training in the hosp... haih.. k i have to take my nap... im so tired... don't know why... ZZzzz....

helped my friend out..

'peace'

starter

i dont know what is the ingredients.. but i dont like it..

this is the soup.. i called it the prawn soup... i also dont like bcause i dont like prawn
but i drunk it all..

hahaha.. pulled the prawn's head..

this is the clearer vision... can see??

katerine's bf... playing game while waiting for the main... can u see the boy??

salmon fish... this is the best... i love it...

this is the dessert.. they put something inside.. was okay..

whole vision..

center is her sis... beside is her friend...

helped my friend to attended this course on the 20/5/10... have to pay RM 32 to support her friend.. so that her friend can pass by person who attended that time... if not i wont be going... but is fun hang out with my friend and met new friends too.... thats all i have to write.. thank you

my result is out

i felt so relieved when i saw my result.. k tell u.. my requirement for entering the university is 6.0-6.5... but my dad told me my course they wanted 7.0.. so..

i have been waiting for my result for 2 weeks.. today i kept on thinking whats my result going to be?? patiently waited..

i openned my dad's laptop at 11.30 am, have connected the net... click the website for online to check.. typed my ID and IC... then the result out at the bottom... wow.. so relieved i finally knew my result.. i dont know how i want to expressed myself... hahaha... should wish me congratulation!!!....I GOT 7.0... haha...

k i got another surprise...

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im going out tomorrow again...
watch iron man 2...
hahaha.. i know is late.. too many people are watching...
so i go by tomorrow.. early morning...
for celebrate my success!!






PS, i actually i didnt get 7.0... i get 5.5...

my first karaoke

just got my hair cut..

katerine...

my monkey friend johnny.. hehe... excited til sitting at the corner.. haha..

see how cool is he.. haha..

this is the first real karaoke for me.. know what the reason??? i went karaoke twice but i dont sing.. i just listen people sing.. because i dont know how to sing.. im sucks.. i cant even start to sing during the karaoke with them.. i kept on asked them to turn the vocal on... then i can only started to sing.. oh ya my friends really are good at singing and they sang chinese songs.. me all is english.. im banana.. haha...

from what happened that time... im really need to practice only go karaoke with them already.. if not im really embarrass and not fun... lucky i din spoiled much of their fun... because they both sing chinese songs... some more is couple songs... seeing them sings... felt so happy and a bit of jealous.. haha... is okay im great that i got the chance to sing and enjoy with them.. thanks my friends..

i will be busy this week but....

today im going out later with my primary friends to sing karaoake... this early morning i asked my mother already... when i said im going out... my mom angry... from her body language not that she scolds me... but i hope that she will happy when she with her cell group ladies... she always goes to cell group every monday.. cell group means christian people gathering in other people house to discuss their own topic...

im so hurt right now... my mom not really happy that im going out most of the time... if i go most of the week she dont likes... for once a month she will all right... other than that there is no maid in the house... my mom is that type of mom dont wants to left alone... she easy to get hurt too... but all the while she always keeps in her heart until she cant stands the stress, she will vomit out the past that we hurt her...

hate that there is no maid... my mom will get stress over again.. if din helps her, she will complains...not only that my mom is not young anymore... anyone knows that older people will feel bodyache... so i already try my best to help my mom to ease that by helping her doing housework... but i cant stay home all the time...

i love to go out so much than staying home... so not everytimes im happy... because here im happy but my mom is alone in the house... did you see that im felt guity most of the time... know what? i dont know im doing the right thing or not?? guys can anyone help me... ?? i cant really talk to her... she is not that type that easy to talk... she will angry... haha.. like me... but i control in which situation.. and somemore my mom always wants to win.. that her priority... so how??

my special friends...

went to bangkok together with my mom..

c how happy they are... we at the float market... very beautiful...

having fun with the camera...

ready to go back and wait for the flight...

i will remember them forever... because they are special in my memories...

this is my jasmine sufian... yes she is a malay... doesnt she look like it...

this is Glian.. my very cute friend...

holiday together at the port dickson ... others are playing on the seaside...

hahaha... only me in the uniform girl in the class...

posting at the kl... took pic while exercise with the olderly people...

we have a blast over there...

haih... i miss them too so much... especially jasmine... she is my first friend i met and roomate too... i knew her through my father... her mother knew my father so they decide to let us know each other... some more put us together but for the first day after left us in the hostel... we like became very good friends already after we talked... because we had so much commons at first...

so everything we always together, teasing each other in most of the time... hahaha... thinking about this im really happy, she so easy to get bully by me... every morning she will woke up early to bath and make-up ( foundation only ) then i will look at her and of course i have to wait for her so we can go to college together... then i keep on disturb her make-up and make her feel uneasy... haha... so i can go college early than waiting the bus for so long...so nice remember those times..

then first pratical, we live in the same house with Glian... there where we all so close together... Glian this girl, she sometimes bully me.. so not that easy to bully her... hahaha... is okay... can say she more closer to jasmine after me and jasmine separate, she dont stay hostel anymore and both also staying outside... so i went to live with vivienne.. other than that their interests make them closer like cloths, shopping and they are more like to go out clubbing...while i dont...

not only hostel, class also separate and not posting together after semester 4... that time im quite sad about the separate classes and different time some more... seldom bump to each other... but never mind im get used to with vivienne and ah hui already... that time im not alone anymore...

even i different from jasmine and Glian i always love them as my special friend... they are the first friends i get through my whole semesters... i dont care they forget me or doesnt miss me... im still thankful for them that i have a great time together and met other friends as well..

Missing my college frenz

my friend vivienne... she is like my elder sis... but more like friend...

her name is wai yee... always call her ah hui... she is like my elder sis too...

always look after me...

hehe... study together ... tis is the first time i watched her study so hard... so i took it to make proof...

this is my notes... too free so take how messy is the desk...



other is chriss... she just a friend to me not close... it took when we at camp... c my camp is so dirty... that the place we slept one night... still remember the mosquitoes flying around n ants crawling on me... eee... i wont sleep that place anymore...




hanging out at the curve....


vivienne sleeping in the bus after the boring class...
i cant sleep and free so i take while she sleeping...
hahaha...



having lunch at the wong kok restaurant... at the One Utama Mall..

"friends forever"

lying around in the class... hehe... we are not sleeping just playing....

in our uniform... celebrating nursing day

this is mei ling... we always called her "xiao bai"...

other is Angel... she is really like a angel.. haha... she is best friend of mei ling...

having pizza before we want to take trial exam of nursing board...

the two persons over there is Glian and Jasmine...

both are my very special friends....

in the library.. i miss that place... hehe... i love library...

wow... im really miss them alots... we had been together for 3 years....

studied together... ah hui, vivienne and i always together for around 2 years in the same class..

then staying together in the same house... so there was a lot of pictures of them... they are

the ones that taught me a lots of stuff and let me know the world... even we argued or make mistakes or said one another mistakes.... we still together no matters what

happens and getting stronger in our relationships..

i missed them so much... remember back the good times together and getting through all the exams and problems.... we always help each other and forgive one another...

i hope everything will be happy ending and get a job in future...

i will always remember them and pray for them...